Nostalgic

Your smile hits me like a million punches,
Your laugh crushes me like the ocean,
Im a sunken ship with nothing but you as my treasure.
Im drowning forever.
Stuck here with you playing my heart strings like a harp
Who knew your love could be so sharp.
My bodys withering away, falling apart
Maybe this is the beginning to a new start.

I need a new heart,
this one has our initials carved in it like a redwood embodying our love as it grows forever,
Keeping our memories of once upon a time on the bark skin of that tree
Never knowing that we were never truly meant to be.

I need a new me cause I cant seem to find myself anymore,
Praying one day ill find myself washed up upon the shore, skin cleaned of our sin.
Praying one day you wont be here and ill be okay with that.
Praying that you were just a black cat,
Crossing my path giving me the bad luck,
To fall in love.