"The Unknown Pain"

Ain't no female goin' love this dark soul
Nobody for that matter.
Dark without the light
That's how I like it
Look at my sides and tell me who's there?
It's not for me
Some souls aren't meant to be loved.
Contemplating past encounters
It's valentines day, and I'm chasing nicotine like a predator
They say it's bad for my health but not knowing
The feeling of sorrow and loneliness is far more dangerous
Then this carbon monoxide containing poison.
No family, nor real friends in this twisted life of mine
I'm lost without you, but in the end, it all end well
Yellow rope wrapped around tight.
Black chair ready to be kicked.
I'm torn between the decision.
Time's running out, and I'm nauseous from humanity
I'm the outsider of the group
Starring into the globe through a glass window
Fogged up with poisonous smoke.
This world doesn't belong to me
I'm from another dimension, in which nothing good ever comes.
I am and will always be a broken soul
Don't try to fix me if you're bound to leave in a quick second
Like the rest.
Ain't no hope for this waste of life.
Time will never be in my favour.
Only the souls reading this will know..
The Unknown Pain.