Fairytale

My feelings hurt
My body hurts
My memories hurt
An obscene ache

Only in my dreams do I find relief
I want to sleep forever like Snow-White
A kiss of you will make me breathe
Because

My future hurts
My wishes hurt
Waking up hurts
With an obscene ache

Tugging, pushing, have I lost my mind yet ?
I am a feral beast, not worth a tamer
Wild, desperate, straight-jacketed
I call

My silence hurts
My freedom hurts
Screaming your name hurts
With an obscene ache

Like a landslide, you fill me
Like an endless kiss, you ashyxiate me
You're a coward wolf in the skin of a sheep
But like Snow-White I died of sleep

     And this time I can't ask the Hunter
     To solve it for me
     This time I can't ask the Hunter
     To solve it for me
     This time I can't ask the Hunter
     To solve it for me

Did I mangle the stories ?
How can I go back to reality ?
Shave my head like tearing a book's pages
I'll never believe another fairytale.

How did I not realize
I saw nothing but dust and mirages
And the god only fools idolize
I got lost in a fairytale.

Here dead I lie
You drove a sword through my mind's eye
And crushed the words beneath your sole
I got killed by my fairytale.