I Pissed Outside My Window One Night

I pissed outside my window one night ... I saw so many cigarette butts cluttered  
The night air.. the urge to end my life .. with a single jump  
A single jump ..a wicked song in the background .. all it takes  
A shot of whiskey? A friend saying don't?  
Would burn you and say or think you shouldn't?  
 
 
You'd die anyway .. with all that burnt out cigarettes cluttered  
You saw in that half-opened window.. you never spent time.. outside that same window  
In a house .. you never spent a dime making  
Then spent all your life making a life and making a living not your own.  
 
Where are you headed at? What are the things you're looking forward to  
When all you risked.. Risked?! You didn't even took the chance  
To risk a single chance.. To chance on a life  
A life that can be ... for a chance.  
 
What is hurt ? Is it something tasted?  
Something to be hurt of.. to acquire it?  
To be bought to even care about?  
Or something to share we can live without?  
 
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