Swallow it down

The darkest parts of my past
I would rather not share
No matter how much you feel the need
To hear some shit that you can relate to
Im standing here unable to move
Seeing all the shit that I've been through
Its all nothing that you haven't heard before
All the abuse and drugs, It's mental
Too weak to fight it
But fuck it l, I pick up that blunt and light it
Pop a few pills and I see the truth
It's overexaggerated, the feelings you get
When you swallow it down
Thinking you feel so wet
And in love for me or that other guy
Both of us might take your future
Hold it beneath a lighter
Watch that bitch go up in flames
You got overexcited
You think you felt me but I know I don't feel you
No matter what you say
This is truth
Give up now
While you think you can see the end
Fuck you if you think I'll ever be your friend