Acting Happy

I had to keep the last breath to myself
The last word I uttered
Kept in
Sharing deceived me
but not for her
Again with the broken hearts?
I ask
All is to be left alone now
We have parted our separate ways
With each footstep a new one was left
I let her walk all over me
Why?
I still ask myself these questions
Not one pro comes to mind
Millions of cons
And they are together
and I act happy