Keeping qualm

 
My eyes wraparound
to see everything,
inside and outside of me.
 
Years of spectral observation,
coupled with isolation.
An introduction to self...
the workings of heavens and hells.
 
Self inflicted inventory
Truths and honesties.
 
I know all there is
to know about me.
I see adaptability
in hopeless negativity.
 
I adjust through time
a slither, or slide
when necessary.
Momentum and progress
are ALL to me.
I'll watch you fall
if you threaten me.
You may be left standin'
I won't be around to know.
I hurdle you...
There is no pleasure
in hammerin' stumps.
No rewards for failing
to jump.
 
I will abstain
and am not playin' any games
that I don't want to play
at times,awareness is
the ability to masquerade.
A recognition for
the necessity to feign.
 
The things required to maintain
an appearance of calm.
Knowing the strength involved
in chewin' on qualms.