Going Under

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Constraints,
A think chair
Where all thoughts
And viewing entertainment
Are usually done
Of thine own free will...
.....Forced now to endure
Uncomfortable sunrise
Rush of life,
Settling screams upon sunset
Prays a prisoner of pain
Please..not another
sleepless night.
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Induced blackout,
Complications wing
Needs mending,
Coming out of darkness
Reflecting my suffering;
Think thee process disabled
Which can be learned
Ambidextrous one
Left handedly discerned,
With no devilish sympathy
Taking offense, what can be done myself
I'm just unuse to
The vulnerability
Of being incapable.
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Patience....
Will be thy moments
Relying strictly upon love,
Going under in one piece
Coming to, a puzzle
In hopes humptys repaired
To be the man he was.
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Feelings murky
Salvations chair a cloud
Pain crowds thoughts
Accompanied my mind
Lonely, against night
The quiet thief
Impeding patients sleep
Stolen dream
All the while twilight
Strobes a party in favor
One I care less to attend.
Is this recovery's road
Or do I stand in the path
Of falling dominoes?
No one knows...ha!
Well...no one knows...
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Resiliency is in me.