Plea

 
Just now, I'm scared. Terrified really.
Struggling to be in control of my own mind
Never before plagued quite like this
By randomly appearing thoughts of suicide


I told you what I need to make it right again.
How can I be clearer yet? Entice you, provoke you, seduce you,
Enchant you, tempt you, taunt you into taking me?
Having your debauched, decadent, and dastardly way with my very
Deliberate insolence, my eccentric and eclectic intelligence


I'll beg if you want, plead, on my knees, pleas
Ringing out, oh please, s'il vous plaît. Can't you see what I need to
Get away from me? Bring the pain and the pleasure;
I don't want to be able to distinguish betwixt them. Make the one exquisite,
The other excruciate. Take me out of my mind, put me
On another plane. I don't know how to convey what I need with greater clarity
~ any clearer or better. Just now, I'm scared. Terrified
Really. I'm in Need, whip it out, come on now, luv, make me bleed...