Cure for Rabies

 
Bite my skin just to feel something in this mundane reality
Struggling to live with this addictive personality
My mum left, my dad hates me
Don't think I want to go another day
What a cliche
 
What if?
 
I'm ecstatic and peaceful
My life is as good as it can get it
Who can smile the biggest, me, I bet
Each day is getting better, already great
What keeps me happy is ignoring this world full of hate
 
Both paragraphs breathe truth
I can't tell no lies
My body smiles yet my eyes tend to cry
Guess all I need to do is try,
I'm sure this weird stage in my life  
Will pass