hate

I hate this
The way I feel about you
The way I miss your kiss
The way I know everything you said isn’t true
I hate the way I love your eyes
The way I forgave you for all the lies
That I became addicted to your pain
And when you leave me alone I go insane
I hate that you have all my love
I hate  that I let it go when push comes to shove
I’m love you and I always will
I hate that as you live im left in the past still
I hate you
I love you