sorry ive been gone for so long

Just cause I broke the clock
dont mean time stops
the back drop hath burned up
leaving only ashes on top
im sick of being left in the dark
im done with it
everyone here is living in sin
now I won't lie because I am one of them
but how can a loser be a winner when a loser can't win
they say a loser is someone who never tried so couldn't succeed
well obviously you can't win if you dont even try
but can you really lose being too cautious keeping you're head held down and you're thoughts sky high
now I know you wondering how this ties together
well it doesn't because my thoughts are like the weather
im cold for a period of time feeling like forever
then I start to warm up and things get better
but I dont give a fuck do what you want dont stop it smoke her
i dont give a fuck grab that bitch choke her
as long as when I see it she's barley breathin
show her pictures of what we'll do when she is sleepin
its not to bad cause she will wake up later
but the mistakes will haunt her thoughts and ravage emotions
oh wait wrong person
shake it off your blood is coursin
guilt enters the soul as this ramblin goes on
but when you're gambling with nothing you're doin it with a gun
loaded and aimed at you
your about to lose your life bitch what do you do
remember how you got in that position
cause you popped off and started this whole illogical mission
well its over now pull the trigger its a blank
life can end so quickly it really makes you think.