guilt

i may be looked at as a killer  
a blood thirsty monster
but i have a heart
i have a conscience
all they do is bring me down
they make me the wreck that i am
and fall prey to his wrath
the guilt i feel  
is his weapon
to my destruction
“look at you
you confess to someone
and you feel bad for it
you spill out your feelings
and there's no consideration
you can't even ask her
and little hesitation to say no
your alone in this life
why not just vanish”
his worlds of evil
the evil truth…
i am alone
nobody cares for me
nobody accepts me
i'm just a burden
a disgrace
my guilt never goes away
it will always destroy me…