I am

I am alone
I wonder why people call me a druggie
I hear cries of mercy
I see trails of tears
I want for my parents to care
I am alone
I pretend to have real friends
I feel the pain and torturing from everyone
I touch my suffering
I worry about everything
I cry about life's way of handling me
I am alone
I understand that I am alone
I say love's real though it's not
I dream about death at every corner
I try not to cry every second of the day
I hope to be happy
I am alone