Fucked up

I will tell you what it's like, I'm a truth telling,drug using motherfucking stick of dynamite. When I get up, I rise to the sky. I injest more dope and start to fly. I smoke, I snort ,I eat, I shoot. I am seeing the ghosts of my roots. I run with the demons as we search for lost souls. I challenge my fate and allow the darkness to hold. I push my luck, I test gods love. I shoot at the angels that try to get close. I bring the heat, I invite no hope. I search for those that can not cope. I allow all that I shouldn't to invade my space. I bring tears, pain and deserve no grace. I invite myself in and stick this loaded gun to your face. I pull that fucking trigger and give you a taste. It's me, its you and its all of them. A motherfucking abuser of women and men. I don't give a fuck, I want your lives and bucks. I will come back to you if you throw me out. You can bet that on your sobriety, no doubt. We have a relationship, remember that shit. I'm obsessed with you and your loving my grip. I don't care if you've had enough. We're fucking soulmates and for me you lust. I ain't fucking sorry, I don't care about your life. It's me or the highway and you know that shits right. You say you'll leave, yeah I've heard it before. Won't be long til your knocking at my door. Embarrassed of me, yeah I know that bitch. So come run away with me so we avoid all that shit. I will take you to the depths this time. I will show you my love one more time. This time I promise you will never leave. This time is our moment to rest in peace. Be mine and I will forever be yours. I'm your desire don't think your a whore. Take this that I give you one more time. Let's fly high and search the sky's. Then we can sink low and never return. For I'm the poison that you deserve. My names are many some call me by name. Others choose not to but its all the same.