the voices

i hate turning my music off
it's the only way i can silence them
i don't know how much more i can take
it gets worse every day
they never stop screaming at me
“how can you do anything right”
“as if you could feel love”
“you couldn't even pull the trigger”
“you're just another problem”
more and more i breakdown
and i beg for it to end
nobody else hears it
but i wish i could stop listening
“you're pathetic”
“you're useless”
“you couldn't even die the right way”
more and more i become a burden
and nobody believes me
they just say im crazy
i'm not crazy…
i'm not mad…
i'm just another voice
in a sea of thousands