still waiting

I used to think that i would never be good enough because of the many people that walked in and out of my life i felt like i waited for so long to find someone that would know the things that i've done and not really accepted my mistakes or my decisions but understood not understanding to fix me but understanding to gain knowledge of who i may possibly be i wanted to meet someone in an old fashioned way and have them love me in the instant they discovered my existence fairy tale dreams are not that far out of reach i can reach out my hand grasp at air and when i open my hand in my palm would be a feather that is my symbol of hope hope for the kind of love that i think exists i can be a hopeless dreamer a hopeless romantic but i will not stop waiting for you the one to look at me and know that now is when your old life ends and our new one starts