Nothing

Everyday that passes like nothing
Reminds me I am nothing but suffering
Why am I holding onto nothing
Love standing over there; I stare lustily
Calm.my.self. Love is nothing
Insanity of doubt-my worlds crumbling
Falling to my knees-screaming of nothing
My throat tries-huffing and puffing
Delusional-telling something of nothing
Hysterical cries-why can't I say something?
They're lying to me-they're telling me nothing
Psychotic, lonely, broken & crushing
What the fuck did you do? You left me with
                   
nothing