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Shoeless TapDance UpBeats Love for Fun & Money
i t
must be the vastness
that comes
outta thee shallows of me,
my deeeeeep non-conscious [ness, ]
r o a ring
& p u king laughter
thru a death's'head
that there be no one left to love you(nor me)
in this final c h a pter,
but the dead & m i a frequent do visit in
the tease
of near-every d r e a m ............
alonesum & so dis'pointing is
the waking to a 'r e a l w orl d',
all crapfulla virtual virtues slopping the Massive Me
distractive abstractions of Our o w n
glittered fool's gold
a ss hole s.......spewing forth , or
constipatedly holding
t i g h t
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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Published 15th Jan 2016
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15th Jan 2016 5:55pm
final chapter..?
from such a (s)wordsmith..!
Dan, you got a sting in your tale...
still sharp, sir, and there's always the
épée logue...
from such a (s)wordsmith..!
Dan, you got a sting in your tale...
still sharp, sir, and there's always the
épée logue...
15th Jan 2016 11:57pm
bless ye, br'other......
the weight of my obscurity (alonesomeness)
is so wearying &
every
thing f ee ls so galldurn Late
the weight of my obscurity (alonesomeness)
is so wearying &
every
thing f ee ls so galldurn Late
16th Jan 2016 3:56pm
What can you do for someone else today, Danny? There are so many people in the world that feel like this; how can you alleviate (if just for one moment...) their lonely despair while relieving (if just for one moment) your own? Seek that.
Every day...........rite write here! & in my backyard, playin flute for this neighborhood that mostly thinks such behaviour is inappropriate.....but have gotten a 3 positive comments in the 4yrs i been here)
Have 1000s
very beautiful
(if eye do say so myself)
nature(beach,sky) photos
created by my little eye......on fckn Facebook---
hundreds of DIY soundcloud tracks of clamour (&glamour) in my bonedome ..........
hundreds of DIY youtube music mini-movies......
all free for the taking
for the lonely or otherwise
'insane' fellow fools of
the blessed interweb.......
over 2500 street performances(2003-2010)
..........& i play every month in nursing homes for years 10yrs now, & less frequently for many years previous)
( i sat with my father for 11months, the last 4 of which were
in nsg homes & 'rehab' hospitals'-----too weak, sick,& tired to live,
too frightened to die)..............
It's all a big sick frightening trap.......' da buddah' agrees that it's all pointless, but tells me i gotta keep
going out there doin' it especially Because it's so pointless, despite all my 'heart failure', heart attacks, & other realimagined suffering.
Today I'll be goin to St.Aug to play without pay in a situation that has become sadly awkward for me due to someone else's ego-suffering grandiosity........the audience'll be maybe 10 people-- i hope a few will 'like' my participation(contribution)
Blowin' my own horn(s)........that's a partial history of my attempts to "ease suffering".....o, forgot the 25years in the psychiatric 'trenches'....a job which now pays me $200/mo. pension....Ha!)
now, i'm embare'assed that i wrote all this, but i'll post it anyway..........Love ye, dear
Have 1000s
very beautiful
(if eye do say so myself)
nature(beach,sky) photos
created by my little eye......on fckn Facebook---
hundreds of DIY soundcloud tracks of clamour (&glamour) in my bonedome ..........
hundreds of DIY youtube music mini-movies......
all free for the taking
for the lonely or otherwise
'insane' fellow fools of
the blessed interweb.......
over 2500 street performances(2003-2010)
..........& i play every month in nursing homes for years 10yrs now, & less frequently for many years previous)
( i sat with my father for 11months, the last 4 of which were
in nsg homes & 'rehab' hospitals'-----too weak, sick,& tired to live,
too frightened to die)..............
It's all a big sick frightening trap.......' da buddah' agrees that it's all pointless, but tells me i gotta keep
going out there doin' it especially Because it's so pointless, despite all my 'heart failure', heart attacks, & other realimagined suffering.
Today I'll be goin to St.Aug to play without pay in a situation that has become sadly awkward for me due to someone else's ego-suffering grandiosity........the audience'll be maybe 10 people-- i hope a few will 'like' my participation(contribution)
Blowin' my own horn(s)........that's a partial history of my attempts to "ease suffering".....o, forgot the 25years in the psychiatric 'trenches'....a job which now pays me $200/mo. pension....Ha!)
now, i'm embare'assed that i wrote all this, but i'll post it anyway..........Love ye, dear
20th Jan 2016 8:21pm
mea culpa's good enough......ain't worth 'maxima'(izing).....Ha......
today was carehome showtime......an audience of end stage mortality, with no fckn 'control' as to when
to say "enough already".....g'odd bless'em........
To broken to live, to fearful to die
today was carehome showtime......an audience of end stage mortality, with no fckn 'control' as to when
to say "enough already".....g'odd bless'em........
To broken to live, to fearful to die
