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never wanted to hurt you,i failed you,im sorry to
i close my eyes as I approach the gallows
they scream heathen and tar and feather me
its what you all want to see isnt' it
me in misery constant suffering
hating me
blaming me for being me
im nothing
why do you hate a nothing
im nothing
leave in peace knowing ill be self loathing
over dripping wrists of pain and depression
you cut me metaphorically
but it hurts more than the real thing
why would you do this to me
im so sad i cant even think of killing you
but im sure i want to
just gotta forget all this pain and move on with dignity
but still
im sorry you hate me
they scream heathen and tar and feather me
its what you all want to see isnt' it
me in misery constant suffering
hating me
blaming me for being me
im nothing
why do you hate a nothing
im nothing
leave in peace knowing ill be self loathing
over dripping wrists of pain and depression
you cut me metaphorically
but it hurts more than the real thing
why would you do this to me
im so sad i cant even think of killing you
but im sure i want to
just gotta forget all this pain and move on with dignity
but still
im sorry you hate me
Published 9th Jan 2016
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10th Jan 2016 00:09am
We can only change ourselves, it's one of life's many struggles! Rise above how other's feel, acknowledging how one feels and offering an apology then moving on is a huge step in the right direction! Thank you for sharing this write.
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