split mind

tell me if this is real
wash my pain away
the darkness fades away
 as light prevails again
i feel unreal
historic tales and legendary love prevail
the darkness still within submits giving in to love again
open again, he feels one again ,this is dangerous he could be hurt again
giving in tho he must , for i have died and lived
 and im not afraid of trying again ,
for not to his soul would die again, giving up again
 slitting my wrist in vane again
with regret at least not trying
 to be happy once again.