the curse of my words

all I've ever tried to do was be a voice for myself
but my words keep hurting those around me
i keep silent to avoid hurting people
but it's all i ever seem to do…
even though i try to be kind to everyone
i hurt the ones i love…
in the end i sew my mouth
my words can never hurt anyone
yet it brings me to tears
i can't even by myself
all i can be is hollow
all i can do is watch
i can't say another word
each word I've said
means another curse
i want my words to be my strength
but all they do is kill everyone i care about...