The Player's Apology

I'm Sorry,

I'm sorry for the girls that tried,
I'm sorry for the girls who said that I'd never get with that guy
So me being me I took it as a challenge and watched their well put together walls fall to their demise
I'm sorry for only texting you at 2:27 in the morning,
knowing that you'll reply saying, yeah you can come by
And I'm sorry I lied and said that I just wanted to chill
but in reality I just wanted to get in between your thighs
And when you would say no, not tonight, i thought maybe, just maybe we could sit and watch the night sky
I was out the door, without even a goodbye

I honestly just thought you would've realized when there was a "no dogs allowed" sign outside the coffee shop, and I stayed behind.
Oh, and I'm sorry when my friends would point and laugh at you
and I'm sorry for following suit
You know I had to keep my image or else I was screwed

Wait, just hear me out..

See, when you were alone, crying one night, not having a clue
I sat in my room with adderal, xanex, and zoloft too.
Wanting to do this for you
The guilt was troubling, I took them all, a favor for you
And as my body stiffened and my stomach lining disintegrated I whispered, it'll be over soon
So I am here to say,
With a life once saved
When I tell you that I'm sorry, just remember that day.

-windydays