sinister love

its comes crashing in  when sitting by my self
with my self staring above from within myself
staring at the hour hands clicking  down
to look at my fuckin hands the crossroads dug deep
where do I go now, when do I go now  nowhere is home now,
nowhere is close now let me inside before I die now
Nowhere is home I'm a fucking nomad  
ill just go fade into the night with nothing but flesh and bones now
I fly high off a bridge thru the sky thru your eyes you will see now
why I died now

I died inside
don't fucking lie you felt the fireflies but now your shy
you cant hide from me im in you and all around you invoking you
im in  your thoughts and mind im loving you and  I'm never taking from you
why cant I be with you this is pure evil give me back the sunshine you fucking twisted creatures
fuck this shit I'm invoking the devil together will sever the bonds unbroken charms and sweet fairy tales
that I stepped  on like snails
,give me a pail for bouts of blood that will surely hail from veins that wail
in betrayal suicide notes  and a paper trail to a cold dead body that you created,
hate me love me just fucking hear me feel me
i dont give a damn but i wish i just had you near me