So hard

So hard,when u wanna cry and no tear to shed away
So hard,when u wanna scream and no one shall hear
So hard,when u r insomniac and on ur bed
So hard,when u seek light and everywhere is in darkness

So hard,when u lose ur life and want to start again
So hard, when u fall down a million times a day
So hard,when u r burning from inside and pretending u r ok
So hard,when u see ur dreams are vanished away

So hard,when u have past mistakes for regrets
So hard,when u hold with ur back the whole world weight
So hard,when u wanna cry but all u do is to laugh
So hard,when u look in mirror and he's crashed

So hard when ur choice is living or leaving
So hard,when that's what to u think
So hard,when this song is what u sing
So hard,when in night u cant sleep

So hard,when ur mind is busy whole day
So hard,when it runs and thinks no rest
So hard,when its wounded by pains
So hard,to keep on going this way

So hard,when u lose ur life and want to start again
So hard, when u fall down a million times a day
So hard,when u r burning from inside and pretending u r ok
So hard,when u see ur dreams are vanished away

P.S: just a poem, no matther what, I am strong and will stay strong and will find my way, good days are near