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Nothingness
Im just existing i am neither happy or sad.
I just am. The only thing i can percieve as an emotion in the state that im in is the silence that over powers any idea i can come up with. Siping this liquid substance and thinking about nothing. Blissfull would not accurately describe this because the term bliss insinuates a peacfull feeling exist though i am not neurotic i do not agree with that terminology i am neither some where in between a blink mind a blink stare and a still pulse i cannot say i want to be here i cannot say i do not but this is all that i can produce while absent of feeling and thought. A vivid description of my attempt to analyse after this sip i will close my eye's and hopefully slip my body and mind. This is total and utter nothingness.
I just am. The only thing i can percieve as an emotion in the state that im in is the silence that over powers any idea i can come up with. Siping this liquid substance and thinking about nothing. Blissfull would not accurately describe this because the term bliss insinuates a peacfull feeling exist though i am not neurotic i do not agree with that terminology i am neither some where in between a blink mind a blink stare and a still pulse i cannot say i want to be here i cannot say i do not but this is all that i can produce while absent of feeling and thought. A vivid description of my attempt to analyse after this sip i will close my eye's and hopefully slip my body and mind. This is total and utter nothingness.
Published 31st Dec 2015
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31st Dec 2015 7:20am
I don't know which is more scary, the absolute nothingness or complete awareness? You've definitely created a thought to be provoked! Another fine write my friend, ➰
31st Dec 2015 10:10am
You've never felt that before? absent of thought. Its as if your having a blink daydream. When i daydream i cannot hear whats going on around me my thoughts block out all sound and im forced to zero in on the voices in my head while viewing the memory or idea. But, in this situation there was no memory to zone into it was loud silence if you can imagine it.
