If only........

If only we were asked first if we wanted to be born in this life,
If only we have a choice of how we want to die,
If only we could see the future before we fall in love,
If only we can erase our past so we won’t feel the pain of losing someone,
If only we didn’t have a heart so it won’t be broken,
If only we didn’t have a soul so it won’t rotten,
If only we can wash away our sorrow and pain with every tear,
If only we are strong enough to fight away all our fears,
If only we could stay in our dreams and not wake up back to reality,
If only we live in a life with truth instead of hypocrisy,
If only we could walk these streets without being labeled or people trying to make us fall,
If only everyone wouldn’t worry about genre or race and be accepted as all,
If only we could be our self and won’t have to worry about what everyone is going to say,
If only we won’t get judge by the one mistake we made,
If only everyone minds their own business and leaves everyone alone,
If only everyone stops wasting time criticizing and make time to looked in the mirror and judge their own,
If only everyone sees with their eyes first instead of their ears,
If only love didn’t exist so there is no pain to feel,
If only everyone will follow their heart instead of their mind,
If only it didn’t hurt when we say or hear goodbye,
If only the sun belong to the night and the moon belong to the day,
If only we were able to morph into a crow and just fly away,
If only memories didn’t linger and just fade away,
If only time can be forward straight to our grave,
Then when that time exist I will consider this world and life a whole,
That I want to wake up the next day knowing that I’ll have a smile and peace in my soul,
But I know I’m just dreaming because when I awake all I see is lies,
In the silence of the darkness you can hear my sighs”,
The sky will never be blue and black tears my eyes will always shed,
The pain will never end until my time comes to an end,