simply made

where is my mind?
somewhere far away beyond
parallel dimensions of concrete
distributed reality made of
emotions playing around my head
concluding my insanity in
a world made for the living
yet im still here pushing them away
these words crowding in my
life, slowly pushing me beyond
the brink of no return
but ive lost them all once
concluded i was better without
displays of attachments towards
physical constructions of sanity
fell before the truth that
it was all i had to keep me sane
at least that's what i thought
before crashing down inside
this beautiful creation

i am not perfect
but neither is this world
so i match this imperfections
into the unity of collision hoping
to catch a glimpse...of what
i don't really know how to put
in words that cycle beyond reach
just beyond the keyboard strumming
to find it all pushing back at me
further into oblivion where
fears of unrecognition lay
hidden in plain view
if only i could listen to the stream
echoing out my thoughts complete
but then life would be easy
not worth fighting for
hence these words that
strum beyond limit
to prevail