la poema de la corazon

 it' something sick, I went into the darkness but all I found there was me and the silence holding a light
le grey what was it, what about it was it that made us found each other like gays
c'mon columbiana women, come to me at last
All hail Mary the mother, come down on me and teach me bless the fucking saints

color me gay and fuck me black I don't care of all that and what was it that came that day
Get me all grey and I don't care about you or me and that's why I couldn't cry?
Blasphamey all I did was cry
I saw the Sun and I couldn't help it but shut down and cry

Help me the moonlight shine bright and define the life that didn't make it through
like this guy that sits right besides me and I couldn't tell the difference between me and the mirror
C'mon guide where are you now?? You lied but that's okay I'm only waiting
I'm only waiting waiting waiting waiting and waiting
The truth is ugly and I'm ugly
I'm a fucking lie but everybody loves beautiful
Everyone loves a whore that paints words as love but their lies
But no one loves that other guy who is only trying to be himself
and there is always a pointer who can counter what you try to define your life
on skin, on your tits
on your dick
Oh how beautiful is your dick so big red and shiny like the girls hiney
but one cares no one dares

I was alone with the silence and anxiety as my skin turned tight
Oh my gods I'm not alone and shoulder was touched by the light

But of course I was lied

I miss her I miss you

What was it so divine that I go so tired but so tired that I'm always tired
and I couldn't help it but to write with the light by side

but I didn't care no I couldn't care

And I cried again but why are you surprised

yes I'm talking to you, you know who I'm talking to, don't pretend
but defend what you were talking

as I smile with tears running down streams that didn't trend like the ones who like
shed their tears like gold running down the street naked bare for everyone to stare

and I just stared and stayed here while talking to my gay friend in the mirror for fear he would leave away
but I came hard in my head as couldn't find the time who ran away since I was ten and at last

at final fucking last I came to a stopping point where memory and love don't exist but only a tube of glass for where
I can step and laugh as the blood tast so good
but it was worth nothing as the corn my grandfather grew from the land like last weeks pig

so dig into your pockets if this means anything to you and through it into the fuckin air and dance
yes fucking dance with your sister and brothers and don't be scared of insist
and look no stare into the insist and find your catapillar cause I won't find for you cause I'm mad

Yes I'm mad and instigate, no investigate! What doesn't make sence to me cause I won't
No I can't since I can only remember the pink hair girl
that god only made to love to grovel like the saints who came down only to dig the pits where I can lie and sleep

and I couldn't sleep at all give me some adderall? No that's only for Christ
I love you christ please to don't give away your gift since that's all I can give

and at last I came to a blast in my gas and I couldn't smell but could only tell what was wrong and a cigarrette came out
and all about like the days that are about to get sweaty and smelly and getty like the ones who came before me and I can't complain

No I can't complain because I'm gay. No I jk. I tried and I lied but I only try to defy what was there that I couldn't define and
once again I cry.

I cried I cried and I cried because I couldn't find a black dick to put inside or to hide
nor could I find an asian vagina and I cried because I can fucking damnit

I cried yes I cried and I'll sing it or at least try because I tried

and once again it's about that time that you go out and try because I can't

No, I'm sorry I can't

I love you and never forget and as you'll see the streams run down your bossom
your beautiful bossom

And I sighed, and I lied, and I died but I wanted to cry goddamit why did you come into my life
why did you bring the snow? why did you bring the globe, who created you who created me as I stare into eyes of the abyss

and I'm scared

yes I'm scared for what's about to come

the beautiful cum that's cum and more cum

cum cum cum is only for the girls who can wear the purple that's life and the royal purple that can sing and laugh and dance and
that flask is only that could last for the ones came and wore purlple

./sigh and I laughed as I dug my grave at last and I couldn't give one damn no I couldn't give one damn
damn... I'm so sad but this is le poema de la corazon at last

huh so this is le poema de la corazon at last, huh, what a blast