Shut the Hell Up!

I need to sleep, but I cant go.
My eyelids wont shut, and when they're getting low
all I can see are the words rolling by
like credits filling the screen whole.

Like the speed of light,
my minds competitively racing.
A thousand thoughts being criticized.
Why cant I live my own life,
living it happily the way I want it to be?
Why does their brain matter matter to me?

They can kiss my fucking ass for all that I care.
But I know thats not true.
Convincing myself I dont,
but I do...

It wont stop.
The words that could be,
would be,
should be,
No!

Shove a fucking sock in it!
Then again,
maybe its me.
Maybe Im over-reacting.
I just dont know what to do..

So my solution from me to you,
is to live in the moment.
So right now write till ya die
and your eyes finally close.
Its all decided the moment it does.

So close your eyes already.
Fill the silence thats keeping you up
with the gun fire as you blow
everyones fucking faces off!

So go on now,
lay your head on the pillow
cause right now,
I've got everything under control...

CHHK CHHK (Shotgun Reload)