Good girl gone bad

[Based on a book I read]


You haunt me in my dreams
Hands around my throat
Closing off any screams
You like it. You taunt and gloat
My panic feeds you
It motivates
Beat me til I'm black and blue
This is all that waits
I begin to cry
You lick my salty tears
I feel you harden against my thigh
It turns you on so it appears
I cannot move I am paralyzed
My fear keeps me in check
You watched me, you analyzed
You turned me into a wreck
I tried to keep you at bay
I smile, I laugh, I fake
Like everything is okay
But my facade crumbles and I break
I belong only to you
Chained down I'm your bitch
You do whatever you want to
Especially when you got an itch
My body betrays my mind
The little slut gets wet
When he takes me from behind
And purrs when he calls me his pet
I'm fucked up in the head
Please don't try to befriend
Many times my beauty has misled
Angelic they think me godsend
But little do they know
Good girl gone bad
I can't go back
It's all I know. It's all I had
Because I fell for the man dressed in black

"I wrapped my arms around him and held on as hard as I could. He was my tormentor and my solace: the creator of the dark and the light within. I didn’t care that he would undoubtedly hurt me at any moment, right now; I just needed somebody to hold me… To tell me these exact words. Its going to be okay. It wasn’t of course, I knew that. But I didn’t care, I needed the lie." -Captive in the Dark by C.J Roberts