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Sometimes
It's better to be alone
Because my thoughts are self destructive
And my methods aren't recommended by doctors
It's like an avalanche inside my chest
Just tumbling downwards, cold quick
Suffocating anything, destroying everything, until eternal silence  
It's hard to breath with broken lungs
Or to see with blinded eyes
And all the worse to try and love with a hollow heart
So maybe it's better to be alone
Because I can't bare the thought of consuming someone again.