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Eyes
Look at his eyes
Baby blue
Blue, just like himself
Look at my eye
Baby, it's blue
You did it yourself
Look at his eyes
Full of lies
I seen them cry
Harder than I
Look at my eyes
They still cry
I just want to die
Look at his eyes
I'd rather not
I dropped
To the floor
Look at my eyes
Baby, I'm dead
Do you see all the red?
Look at our eyes
Baby, their blue
Just like ourselves
Baby blue
Blue, just like himself
Look at my eye
Baby, it's blue
You did it yourself
Look at his eyes
Full of lies
I seen them cry
Harder than I
Look at my eyes
They still cry
I just want to die
Look at his eyes
I'd rather not
I dropped
To the floor
Look at my eyes
Baby, I'm dead
Do you see all the red?
Look at our eyes
Baby, their blue
Just like ourselves
Published 11th Dec 2015
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11th Dec 2015 6:58pm
it is sad what some people will put up with for love...when someone is out there right now ready to love you even more than you think you deserve....well written...just sad.
The saddest part
About being me
Is having to remind myself
I'm not in love
Just really lonely
It was a very sad relationship.. there was no love just drugs, i didn't even feel it when it happened there was enough opiates coursing thru my tiny body to sedate the whole U.S army. I didn't cry either. I embraced it, I'm so strange when it comes to pain, i feel the hurt, I just don't react. Reactions can just hurt more. Like being stuck in something trying to pull free and you pull a muscle or dislocate an arm. I handle physical and mental pain all too well, I've self inflicted for years, when you self inflict you don't react you just feel and that's exactly what i did in that situation. His bitch ass was bawling like baby but i just told him to shut it before my brother hears and skins you alive and mounts him on our living room wall.
Gabrielle
About being me
Is having to remind myself
I'm not in love
Just really lonely
It was a very sad relationship.. there was no love just drugs, i didn't even feel it when it happened there was enough opiates coursing thru my tiny body to sedate the whole U.S army. I didn't cry either. I embraced it, I'm so strange when it comes to pain, i feel the hurt, I just don't react. Reactions can just hurt more. Like being stuck in something trying to pull free and you pull a muscle or dislocate an arm. I handle physical and mental pain all too well, I've self inflicted for years, when you self inflict you don't react you just feel and that's exactly what i did in that situation. His bitch ass was bawling like baby but i just told him to shut it before my brother hears and skins you alive and mounts him on our living room wall.
Gabrielle
11th Dec 2015 7:37pm
fuck all that you need to leave that fuck tard asap, sorry this happened to you i have lots of poems about abuse , i know it well,
11th Dec 2015 7:44pm
so you'll need about 10 pounds dolomite lime, 5 pounds sodium hydroxide, a hammer, and about 8 hours , and he'll just disappear.
11th Dec 2015 8:18pm
12th Dec 2015 9:31am
oh no i didnt think of breaking bad haha ,,
but to do that lol,
you need a polyurethane tub.
a hammer, and then i think they say hydrochloric acid but even sulfic acid would be ridiculous it would take why too long , and of course there not gonna tell the real way to kill someone
i believe they were truly using
Fluoroantimonic acid which would melt your ass and do it quick quick, you need the hammer to smash the teeth the acids dont eat thru teeth nail or hair, then you would still need dolomite lime for the horendous smell after your poured them where ever, no need for the sodium hydroxide now either ,
also there whole "cook" isnt how you do it
there doing it somewhat correct,
but there using 3 if not 4 diffrent procces's of synthesizing meth
and then showing it as one procedure, if you try to copy them you will die,
there doing a red phous reduction , a lithium annyhdrous birch reduction , and what looks like a reanimated reduction process with methylene and hmmm most likely benzene or phenlacetone or poly 2 propanol aka p2p.
i know my death and drugs lol
but to do that lol,
you need a polyurethane tub.
a hammer, and then i think they say hydrochloric acid but even sulfic acid would be ridiculous it would take why too long , and of course there not gonna tell the real way to kill someone
i believe they were truly using
Fluoroantimonic acid which would melt your ass and do it quick quick, you need the hammer to smash the teeth the acids dont eat thru teeth nail or hair, then you would still need dolomite lime for the horendous smell after your poured them where ever, no need for the sodium hydroxide now either ,
also there whole "cook" isnt how you do it
there doing it somewhat correct,
but there using 3 if not 4 diffrent procces's of synthesizing meth
and then showing it as one procedure, if you try to copy them you will die,
there doing a red phous reduction , a lithium annyhdrous birch reduction , and what looks like a reanimated reduction process with methylene and hmmm most likely benzene or phenlacetone or poly 2 propanol aka p2p.
i know my death and drugs lol
16th Dec 2015 10:36pm
