Therapy

I have a way of drowning myself
So watch me fall
I wonder who will save me?
No one, no body at all
I got a big fucking mouth
So fuck you, fuck everyone!
Refuse to die, so I’ll swim through life
If only on my own
It’s for the best, if I’m not going to be appreciated!

Should seek out meds
Look into therapy
But that shit gets expensive
So I’ll let it out
And write it down
(Down)
(Down)
For my sake

There are moments in time
That eat at my mind
Such as my family life
My parents never cared
Left me & my sister alone with a monster
My brother tormented us
Wish I could say I got the worst
Still I forgave him for what he did
And I hate myself for that every fucking day!

Should seek out meds
Look into therapy
But that shit gets expensive
So I’ll let it out
And write it down
(Down)
(Down)
For my sake

I’m so bad with women
Some girls are way to fucking cryptic
Always telling me about their problems on our date
Spare me the details
Bitch, I’m not your fucking therapist!
I feel bad for you
I really do
But suck it up buttercup
At least till we get through dessert
Then I’ll tell you all about my past
And you can get up, tell me I’m fucked
Like you’re not?!

Should seek out meds
Look into therapy
But that shit gets expensive
So I’ll let it out
And write it down
(Down)
(Down)
For my sake

Little bitty rain drops fall from the sky
Goes with the redness in my eyes
Hoping to get through these storms
Till then just wasting away
Waiting till I can say
I found my sunny day