Buying magic

I think Alice got a little lost in wonderland,
dipping her toes into a dream to see all that she can,
in the beginning the rabbit hole was a place to refresh and to revise,
now it's just a place she goes to re-escape her life,
disturbia prevailed and now she's lost in the night,
a punishment to fit the crime so now she's stuck in her mind,
because if you drop too deep,
you'll have to pay it back with recovery time,