Lost of words💔

Its this brutal pain.. Each breath you take feels as if someone's stabbing knives into your chest..

A smile to disguise the pain and a laugh to cover up the seeping blood.. They'll never figure it out.

A thousand needles, a million lies but a girl who continues to smile
A helpless scream that won't escape, another night to pray for that date.

Why does it hurt so much to feel.. She just wishes this is a nightmare and isn't real.

Someone wake her up.. Please it hurts way to much, but then again no one gives a fuck.

As long as she wears a smile they believe her lies.. Its all fun and games until the day she dies.

He was her building, her reason to believe, being with him helped her feel free.

Its all over now he found someone new, its hard to admit but damn she's cute.
A lost soul, a broken heart.. A girl who's life has done nothing but fall apart

A smile from him can brighten her day.. She wishes she had the chance to tell him to stay.

I'm getting no where with this poem but... I can't feel anything.. I can't think straight I just no that once this medication wears off i will feel it all.. I want to sleep.. That's all I don't want to smile or anything.. I'll make the world believe that nothings wrong.. But in reality... If someone threatened to take my life I'd ask them to make it fast..