Love And Hate

I love but hate the way I think everyone is good try my best to believe your honest but on the other side I never could I know and understand well that your lying but give the you the benefit of doubt sit back and watch as a movie that you spoken that was good taking down notes to see if your accurate so I can believe you speaking one play that sounds good to trust but before we hut it's an audible figuring that you can't keep your word but you come to the team with ideas likes nothing happened thinking we understand but knowing this always happens so I hate but love the moments that no one never expects late night parties back to back sex wondering what's coming next when we don't speak on nothing That's when I find everything so i emptying my mind of all plans knowing we can't see the future but interested on what the present brings to us like we knew this was gone happened entering free smoke outs like it was a surprise for us has my mind thinking why it never happens when we plan it up but drop it in the heat of the moment but that's what I love but hate)