Not Yet

Her heart so fragile
Shattered in an instant
Her smile so sweet
Faded too quick
The words hurt her
Like no other pain
When he said he was leaving
She broke down
Tears welled in her eyes
She cried and cried
They felt like acid
They stained her pillow
They made her choke
Her spirit died that night
No longer was she the same
No more happiness
Only depression
Dark clouds blurred her vision
Where had the sun gone?
He took it with him
And it will never return
Her life without him is hell
She wants to die everyday
She just doesn't have the courage
To dig deep with the blade
Or pull the trigger
Russian Roulette,
Her favorite game
Somehow she never gets lucky
Lucky enough to be the winner
In the back of her mind,
She knows it'll get better
Just not yet