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lonely sad dying
Lonely sad and dying
I have sadness
So deep inside me
It’s ingrained into my very being
It consumes all that I am
I feel so alone
Totally detached
From society and people
Alienated by my own twisted
View of right and wrong
I am so emotional and insecure
I don’t live
I merely exist
Nothing or no one feels real to me
Everything I do and say is simulated
I keep praying for this game to end
Trying in my desperation to make it so
But so cowardly failing
I am lonely sad and dying
Like a wilting rose
I have sadness
So deep inside me
It’s ingrained into my very being
It consumes all that I am
I feel so alone
Totally detached
From society and people
Alienated by my own twisted
View of right and wrong
I am so emotional and insecure
I don’t live
I merely exist
Nothing or no one feels real to me
Everything I do and say is simulated
I keep praying for this game to end
Trying in my desperation to make it so
But so cowardly failing
I am lonely sad and dying
Like a wilting rose
Published 18th Nov 2015
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20th Nov 2015 1:20pm
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9th Dec 2015 12:48pm
I feel this way too. Every movement, word, reaction... All I am is automatic. Like a programmed robot. It never leaves. Not for a second. It's every waking moment of my existence. I'm stuck in an unreal dream. If this sounds like you and you are looking for the official name of this condition you only need ask me.
9th Dec 2015 1:30pm
that is me, I have felt this way all my life, nothing or noyone ever alters how I feel , would love to chat sometime
10th Dec 2015 2:22am
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