The Perplexion of Self Reflection

My past becomes my future,
like a psychosis pattern swirling into regression.
Is it obsession, self perplextion escapes intentions,
mostly neglection of self reflection.

Never learning from your mistakes,
doesn't make them mistakes at all,
they evolve into questions of "why?"
then I fall, and mention the sky.

As if something upwards was the impacting force,
we build our own house of life, doors and all.
So instead of waiting to walkthrough,
I construct my own frames, paths, ladders, and shoots.

Learn who i am, by listening to others, for a change,
Instead of positioning my nose higher than my forehead,
thinking, "it's not i in the wrong", and put my fences up,
de- & off- as Newton's 3rd, there opposite, but equal, both keep the doors shut.