You never where...

I thought you were my friend
I shared my joys and sorrows with you
never pushed you away
I always took your side
cause I could see in you
the same chaos that’s in me
I understood that you needed support 
as did I,
someone who might understand
and not judge
It was difficult for me to trust again
but some how I did
you were my friend 

now I know that it was all a lie
you knew what was happening
and you did not warn me 
you heard it straight from him
but did not care enough 
you chose betrayel above our friendship
you sold out what we shared
for thirty gold pieces... 

I understand now that you never were my friend
You have preconceived ideas
about who I am,
what I am and, 
how my mind works
And I realise that they are all wrong
I thought you saw past this façade
This prim and proper
in-control face that I show the world
I thought you knew that inside 
I'm as messed up as you are
I thought you understood me

I was wrong
In my hour of need 
You helped proof true all my fears
There is no friendship
There is no trust
There is no love
There is only pain,
hurt and betrayel.
Well done!
I hope it was worth it
I hope you are happy 
You won...