Something Missing

Ive fought so hard for this,
Ive worked hard my whole life so far
for what, this moment in time
where it all seems impossible
where your passion and will
fails to strengthen
your heart and mind in this particular moment


but I will continue on and prove that they were wrong
I won’t give in to the momentary doubt
I refuse to let myself down
this isn’t about monetary gain  or fame
its for the self satisfaction of achievement
but yet there's still something missing


my back has been broken many times,
the rejection and failure never ceases
but still my heads held high
with my eyes straight forward
I’m learning from my mistakes
but will they ever hold
as my self confidence flutters away


but I will continue on and prove that they were wrong
I won’t give in to the momentary doubt
I refuse to let myself down
this isn’t about monetary gain or fame
its for the self satisfaction of achievement
but yet there's still something missing


I’m yet to achieve all I believe I can
but this feeling of self achievement is fleeting
and this smoke screen of satisfactions misleading
I never wanted to believed I needed this
but this gaping hole through my chest
is symmetrical and heart shaped
this realization is hoping and hoping for you
there's only one thing to fill this hole
and this one thing is you