Disgraceful

I smell death n air blood sweat & tearz wit no fear mind gone astray fed up wit all dha bullshyt so refusal 2 pray hearing dha lies of dha real dha truth of dha fake coma of dha conscious unable 2 wake dha inner peace of dha danger dha cold warmth of a stranga numbnessly numb can barely recognize self addicted 2 dha poison dhat internally damages & momentarily soothes dha health bled out dha heart cry standn back lookn 2wrd dha sky questioning why I'm just living 2 die passionately wantn 2 xscape my unearthly slumber a KEY A MUST dha hate of my love no wisdom 2 trust shot dha fuck out got it 2getha a urban leghend mess FUCK IT IT IS WAT IT IS & DHATZ ALL I CONFESS til itz my tyme I get called home & dha good lord offers me his hand I'll b dhat soulless body wit dha knowledge even I dnt fully understand