What i wonder, or can be

i wonder what i believe,
i wonder if i can see?
What it is that i see,
What it is i believe?
Can you control it,
Or does it happen with time?
Can i construct the whole world
Or does the world make me alive?
Can i strive for the better?
Or is there a better to be had?
What is it that makes us,
What is it I'm made of?
Can the stars make me strong?
Or is that all that is above?
Can God make me live
Or is it I that makes God?
Can I live in a dream
What is up above?
What dream can i dream
I can construct the whole earth!
I am the dream, I the laughter of God