Tonight-- I wrote this in a deep trench of depression

Tonight, tonight i contemplate my suicide
My life's so fucked I wish to die
I slit the veins with all my might
Scared that I may live tonight
The blood dances out of my skin
I pull the blade further in
As the needle breaks my skin
The poison begins to set in
I begin to wonder what's out there for me
All i wanted was to be free
To be with people who are genuinely true
To be with someone who isn't you
You made my life completely miserable
reaching bliss I will never be capable
You drove me to the edge you caused me all this pain
I have nothing left to gain
Am I nothing more
Than a withering whore
Who's only priority is to cut
A broken and bloody slut
Cutting out love, fear, pain and life
Befriending the shining silver knife
In my hands it rests
This is me at my best
I feel completely dead
Drowning these memories from my head
Tear out my soul and burn my heart
End it now, tear me apart
You never helped me
You couldn't set me free
No I have nothing to fear
For Finally, the end is here