Is it worth it

The voices
The calling
I didn't notice
But I'm surely falling
And it's not bothering me
I like the rush
Did you feel like this
The day our lips first touched?

Did you ever
Feel this way
I know that I might die today
But don't care
Unless you're here
I don't want
You to fear

For me
Unless you love me
So stop thinking you're above me
Just love me
Just love me
Kiss me and hug me

Just tell me its gonna be okay
Cause your lies will keep me at bay

Your lies that I hate
Will help me wait
Until a later date
When I jump off to my fate

You think I can just relax?
Easy for you
But for me there's no going back

Ever since the day we first met
I made myself
Make a bet
I gave you six years and now you're leaving me
Just tell me you at least believe in me

Cause I cannot escape
And I cannot lie
With out you
I just want to die

But its okay
That's what you want
I hope my memories will haunt

You are the reason why I'm even here
Now you're telling me to disappear

Why the fuck would you
Fucking do
This to me
When I always loved you
Always stayed no matter how hard
You're a bitch
You're a fraud

You had me by a leash
Wound so tight
In fear that I would lose my sight

But I should have known that you'd to this to me
You always lie and you always deceive

You broke all those promises you made
Unlike myself
That's why I'm so ashamed.