The sudden Nightmare

I dreamed again, of days long past.
Days that were happy and joyous.
Times I never wished to end.
But slowly the picture changed.
To the future I went.
Darker now but Hope was still there.
How. . .? I roll time back to another plane.
Im back home. . . I look by my side and I see Hope.
Confused I travel the familiar path.
At the end? Faces, faces of those I hold dear.
But when they see Hope their expressions change.
Pure hatred and malice in their glares.
I leave for a moment and come back to find that my Hope was not to be found.
I searched frantically but to no avail.
As my faces laughed. I woke in anguish.
Chest shuddering, struggling to breathe.
I realized there will never be any Hope for me.
So I picked up here and here is whats left.