Tell me if I'm going insane

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(sobbing)
Looking left then right
Lean against the wall
Slide down against the wall
Lie on the floor
Stare at ceiling
Staring...staring...collapsing on the ground
Waking up to my drool
Ooooh water!
"Nobody likes you everyone left you. They're all out without you...having fun"
I love this Greenday
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Maybe something will start to make sense
Sense?
Senses...See oooh butterfly such a pretty butterfly pretty pretty pretty pretty butterfly
Clap!
Oops...Not so pretty pretty butterfly
Feels icky...Like snot
Haha butterfly snot haha
Hi my name is...and I'm an addict
Hi...wait who?
Did I catch your name?
It's...
Oh...
Hi...
Its been 30 days since I've killed a pretty pretty butterfly
with my own bear hands
Bear hands?
Yes...don't you see the claws?
Appluases
30 days...30 days...30 days...30...days
Days
Fuck days who needs them with all that sunlight
(whispering)I'm secretly a vampire
A
Very
Very
Very
Special vampire
"So give me blood...blood. Gallons of the stuff. Give me all that I can drink
and it'll never be enough. I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love."
My Chemical romance
So do tell me chap...chappie...chaperone
If I'm going insane
Or outsane
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