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Left for dead

She was five years old beaten black blue in only places she could see,
Those silent screams at night during those "it's our little secret" nights,
Four years go by she's nine years old now,
Those secret nights are still happening,
But one day he is cought her mother asks her she tells...
She does nothing one year goes by,
She has a friend staying the night and that secret night happened to her friend one month later something finally happens her friend tells,
Her mother asks ounce again what's going on and if anything happens at night,
That ten year old girl replies "yes" with hope something will be done,
Christmas Day 2010 two months later we are taken into a shelter with max security,
One month later she's turning eleven but something's wrong she's not happy or smiling she's sitting at that table in that shelter with people all around her but she can't even smile,
A few months later there moved to another whether even closer to where her step father is being held in that prison,
She's with fear but tries to act strong for her mother,
It's the last case before she will have trial and have to get in a court room and talk about it with him there so she writes a letter about everything that's going on and he finally said guilty after 10 cases,
All because a letter an eleven year old wrote about how she had cut herself and was living in a shelter,
That's right she cut herself at eleven for the first time,
Two months later they finally get a break and get an apartment get some cats and start living freely again but there's one problem,
Remember how I said she cut well that one time turned into every morning and night she's twelve now staying up till three crying and cutting,
She's thirteen now still doing it but this time it's a little so,rose because she's not only thinking suicide she's trying it as many times as she can,
Summer 2015 she's sixteen now August 27th 2:39 p.m. She takes 68 mixed pills cuts and falls asleep just to wake up,
Two months later she's back in school still cutting barley surviving with thoughts of suicide still screaming in her head she's still living but is she really?
This is my story
Written by Batmanbabycakes (Batman_babycake_suicidal)
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