The pain

THe tears that run down my face
expressing my love for you
but yet you hit me

not understanding why i do what i do
grabbing a blade
slicing and cutting

crying myself to sleep
or its from the dissiness
i dont know

all i know is that
I love you
a never ending love
for all the time that i live
I will Love you
 
if you love me or not
if your abusive or not
i will love you

deep in my heart i am hoping that one day you will change
knowing in my mind that you never will
just hoping for a change in the one i love the most

All i say is that I Love you!